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Reading Passages for slide
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February 5, 1941
Through
a show window in a store I can see the reflections of various people. The
spectacle is now familiar to me: a poor man enters to buy a quarter of
a pound of bread and walks out. In the street he impatiently wrenches a
piece off the gluey mass and puts it in his mouth. An expression of contentment
spreads over his entire face, and in a moment the whole lump of bread has
disappeared. Now his face expresses disappointment. He rummages in his
pocket and draws out his last copper coins...not enough to buy anything.
All he can do now is to lie down in the snow and wait for death. Or perhaps
go to the community administration? It is no use. Hundreds like him are
already there. The woman behind the desk who receives them and listens
to their story is sympathetic; she smiles politely, and tells them to come
back in a week. Each of them must wait his turn, but few of them will live
through the week. Hunger will destroy them, and one morning another body
of an old man with a blue face and clenched fists will be found lying in
the snow.
What are
the last thoughts of such people, what makes them clench their fists so
tautly? Surely their last glance was cast at the window of the store across
the street where they have laid themselves down to die. In that show window
they see white bread, cheese, and even cakes, and they fall into their
last sleep dreaming of biting into a loaf of bread.
Every day
there are more such "dreamers of bread" in the streets of the
ghetto. Their eyes are veiled with a mist that belongs to another world...
Usually they sit across from the windows of food stores, but their eyes
no longer see the loaves that lie behind the glass, as though in some remote,
inaccessible heaven.
Mary Berg, p. 48
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